Monday, September 18, 2006

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So, I know that I said that my blog isnt really a serious thing, but I needed to sort my thoughts.

Okay.
I know that I love photography.
I have been told that I am gifted and talented in this area.
I would love my life if I could take pictures for a living.
I have no idea how to get there, and all the research I have done hasn't made it any clearer.
I emailed a bunch of photographers yesterday.
I wanted to know how they got to where they are, and if they had any suggestions for me.
I got a response from Craig Carmichael. He told me to give him a call.
I called him this afternoon. He wants to get together and talk. Probably on Wednesday.
I should be super excited
I am scared out of my mind.

I think its because Im afraid that Im not good enough, and if I fail at what I love the most, then what do I have? I know I would be happy as a photographer. That is not an issue. In fact, I dont think I would ever be completey satisfied if I did anything else. I suppose I need to just step out and do it, and trust that God is big enough to fulfill his promises. After all, He is the one who creates us with passions and gifts, and He doesn't want us to fail.

"There is surely a future hope for you, and your hope will not be cut off."
Proverbs 23:18




5 comments:

Ashley Ronnell said...

How I love you, Creepsack!

And your fabulous pictures!

And your creepy pictures!
(McFly... ha!)

chelsea rae said...

i love them too!!!! (except the creepy mcfly ones..haha...you're a creepo!). hey i know this is creepy but i need your address...can u email it to me?

Anonymous said...

Cassy this is so exiting. First of all I had no idea you had a blog. But much more importantly I am just so proud of you, it was really admirable of you to send out your photograpy! You really do have a gift and it's really awsome to see you putting it to use. I hope you have an amazing time with this Craig Carmichael, I looked up some of his stuff and it's pretty good. Well, I'd love to hear how it goes and I will be praying for you. Troy.

Girl_In_Saskatoon said...

Go Cassy its your birthday

arbyn said...

that is a lovely verse.